Written
By: Kristen
Masturbation!
One of my very favorite things! I've been reading about other
women's experiences and thought I'd add some of my own. Just the
idea that other women will be reading this is a big turn-on. A
couple of days ago I read a post on the discussion board about
using a mirror when you masturbate and I decided to share some
of my experiences. If any other girls would like to share e-mail's
about masturbation, I'd really love to hear from you.
Watching
myself in a mirror, including holding a hand-mirror between my
legs, while I masturbate is a big turn-on for me. I'm a bit of
an exhibitionist anyway and doing it in front of a mirror and
fantasizing that the girl in the mirror is doing it right along
with me and watching is something I just love to do. I have a
chair in just the right position near the full-length mirror in
the bedroom and I have made good use of it on many occasions.
I also love looking at my cunt while holding a hand-mirror and
seeing all the changes.
When
I was going through puberty I used a mirror almost every day to
examine my cunt, noting the changes as I developed and my pubes
were growing in. From simply "examining" it was just a short step
to watching myself masturbate, using either a hand mirror or standing
in front of a full-length mirror. When I did it in front of the
full-length mirror I would fantasize that someone (usually a girlfriend,
but sometimes a group of guys) was standing on the other side
of the mirror watching me and that fantasy always brought me to
orgasm in a matter of just a few minutes.
I
now have a two-sided hand-mirror and the mirror on one side magnifies.
It's absolutely awesome to see my inner lips go from a real pale
pink to a much darker shade and get all swollen, along with my
labia that get really "puffy" and to see my wetness increase as
I continue to stimulate myself with either my fingers or my favorite
toy, an electric massager. It's hard for me to keep my eyes open
and focused at the moment of orgasm and when I can afford it I'm
going to get a camcorder to record myself masturbating and having
an orgasm...or many orgasms.
I
love having sex in front of a mirror and watching myself and my
partner; another big turn-on. I've used my magnifying mirror several
times so I could get a really good view of his cock sliding in
and out of me and that's another big turn-on.
I
very much like being watched masturbating by my boyfriend (and
watching him, too) and have had this experience (watching and
being watched) with several guys, the first time when I was about
14. Guys seem to really get turned-on watching a girl masturbate
and they also get off by jacking-off in front of a girl, at least
in my experience.
One
of my major fantasies (but, so far, it hasn't happened in real
life) is to masturbate with another girl and very often I will
fantasize while I'm masturbating that some girl I know is there
with me, both of us masturbating and watching each other. Another
fantasy is that I'm lying on the floor, naked and masturbating,
and a group of about 6-8 people, both guys and chicks, are kneeling
around me, all of them naked and masturbating, too. We pace ourselves
and all cum at the same time, the guys shooting on my boobs (something
else I like a lot).
I
think that I've been really curious about masturbation since I
first learned how when I was 10. I talked with my girlfriends
about how how good it felt and some of them were just totally
grossed out but I know that at least some of them, and probably
all (but they wouldn't admit it) tried it out and liked it as
much as I did.
I
learned about masturbating and orgasms both by just experimenting,
like I suppose most girls do, touching myself "down there" and
liking the feelings and also from reading. When I was young I
read all the time (and still do, which probably explains my being
a journalism/lit major in college). My parents had a small (but
to me very interesting) collection of sex books in their bedroom.
They didn't really hide them and I discovered them about the same
time I discovered the wonderful world of masturbating. I learned
that what I was doing was called masturbation and the feeling
I got was an orgasm. I learned a lot more, too, and was very eager
to try out a lot of things.
One
of the books was "The Joy of Sex" (if you haven't read it, I strongly
recommend it). The explicit drawings are just incredibly erotic
and I think that ever since I became sexually active at 14 I've
probably tried all the positions and activities at least once
with more than a few partners, including mutual masturbation.
I've
tried a lot of different methods, including inserting various
things in my vagina when I was younger. This wasn't all that much
of a sexual turn-on, other than it being kind of "naughty" and,
other than my fingers, I very seldom use anything inside me when
I masturbate. I've tried "humping" and when I was younger that
was somewhat of a turn-on and I could make myself cum that way,
but it took awhile. The shower massager definitely works for me,
as do the water jets in a swimming pool. I've experimented with
a few other methods - leaning up against the corner of a washing
machine during the spin cycle (hey, it works!), rubbing against
the arm of a sofa, electric toothbrush (that works pretty good,
too).
I
discovered toys about the same time I discovered my parents' library
of sex books. My mother had a vibrator hidden under some stuff
in her bedstand and it knew immediately what it was for. I remember
that my reactions to this discovery were mixed...I felt guilty
about snooping, aroused and, at the same time, I had a reaction
of "ewwwww." I mean I knew that my parents had sex. They were
pretty open about sex and on occasion I would hear them doing
it - there was really no doubt about what the noises meant. But
the idea of my mother masturbating and having a vibrator...well,
that was a revelation. Yes, I did try it out (her vibrator) and
it was just incredible. At the same time, I felt really weird
about using it - I mean, it was my mother's! But that didn't stop
me and I "borrowed" it on many occasions and couldn't wait to
get my own.
When
I was 16 I had an 18 year old boyfriend for awhile and he was
only too happy to go into a sex store and get me my first vibrator.
It was the same kind my mother had - the bullet-shaped battery-operated
type - and I put it to good use. At the same time I was looking
for something that was "stronger" and I was still 16 when I discovered
what I consider to be the best toy of all, an electric massager
(I now have two different ones).
This
discovery came about when I was baby-sitting for a couple in their
30s who I thought were pretty hot and did a little snooping (OK,
I know, that probably sounds really terrible and I guess it is,
but I'll bet there are a lot of other people who have done it,
too). I actually found it in their bathroom - it was called a
"muscle relaxer." Well, of course I had to plug it in and when
I started it, holding it against my hand, I knew instantly that
I absolutely must see what it was like in other places (like my
clit). At first I just held it against my cunt through my jeans
and that was just intense enough to make me want to find out what
this thing could really do.
Well,
as you can probably imagine, it took me about 2 secs to get my
jeans and panties off and when I touched the massager to my clit
I about went through the roof. I had never felt anything so intense
in my entire life. By this time I had been sexually active for
a couple of years (longer than that if you don't count just intercourse)
and had experienced fingers, tongues, cocks and, of course, my
vibrator. None of them even came close to the intensity of the
sensations I felt with that massager. I came not once or twice
but what seemed like innumerable times, one after another, until
I couldn't cum any more.
The
massager was a "Magic Wand" and it is truly awesome. The only
thing is that it was a little bit noisy and kind of big to be
able to hide easily. I wanted one of my own so badly, but there
was just no way I could figure out how to get one and keep it
hidden. If my mom had found it I would've died of embarrassment.
But I babysat for this same couple on the average of once a week
and the massager got a good workout every time. There was also
a hand-mirror there that I could use and many times I used it
along with the wand and the experience was fantastic. Part of
the thrill was doing something so "naughty" - using another woman's
sex toy - and I definitely enjoyed myself.
OK,
back to the mirror thing for a minute...I've made use of mirrors
in several different places. Dressing rooms in stores for one,
especially those that have a bench you can sit on facing the mirror.
Usually I'll only do it if the dressing room has a door, not a
curtain like in a lot of places. Once I took the chance with a
curtain and almost got caught...a woman walked by and I could
see her feet as she stopped for a few seconds outside the dressing
room I was in and I suddenly realized that she could probably
see me reflected in the mirror. I was tempted to just go ahead
and finish (I've had a lot of fantasies about being caught and
whoever it was that caught me joining in) but I chickened out
and was dressed and out of there in about 2 minutes.
I've
masturbated in many other places, and on two occasions that I
can remember, more to be just a little wild more than anything
else, I've used a makeup mirror - in a ladies room once and once
in a secluded area in a park. I was sitting with my back against
a tree, wearing jogging shorts and just started feeling horny.
So I took my mirror out of my purse and pulled my shorts aside
and went for it.
Other
places? A lot, really. In front of the full-length mirror in my
dorm room last year (I was a freshman and had to live on campus),
but that was always kinda risky because my roomie might walk in
any minute.
I
don't want to give the impression that the only times or ways
I masturbate is when I can watch myself. Actually, that's only
a really small percentage of the time. I usually masturbate at
least once a day, pretty often more than that. I have a boyfriend
and we do it in front of each other a lot, too. One of these days
I hope that I can experience my fantasy of doing it with another
girl. In the meantime, the "other girl" will be in the mirror,
doing it right along with me.
